dos años

I have been thinking a lot lately, which is a good thing, as it will lead to me writing more. I got approved for a small loan through a private lender, so I don't have to work myself to death to get through school. I don't mind a little debt, as long as I can keep my sanity. I am so anxious for school to start so I can completely lose myself in classes and readings and such. I got new mary janes this weekend, and I fell in love with my puppy even more, and I fell in love with Michael all over again when I found our old ichat transcripts on his computer. It's so strange to read those old words again, two years after we first shared them. Two years August 27th. Wow.

Also, this Gnarls Barkley song is officially my favorite by them:
What did you do
What did you say
Did you walk or did you run away
Where are you now
Where have you been
Did you go alone or did you bring a friend

I need to know this cause
I notice you smiling
Out in the sun, having fun
And feeling free
And I can tell you know
How hard this life can be
But you keep on smiling for me

What went right
What went wrong
Was it the story or was it the song
Was it overnight or did it take you long
Was knowing your weakness what made you strong

Or all the above, oh how I love
To see you smiling
And oh yeah take a little pain just in case
You need something warm to embrace
To help you put on a smiling face
Put on a smiling face

Don't you go off into the new day with any doubt
Here's a summary of something that you could smile about
Say for instance my girlfriend she bugs me all the time
But the irony of it all is that she loves me all the time

I wanna be you whenever I see you smiling
Because it's easily one of the hardest things to do
Your worries and fears become your friends
And they end up smiling at you
Put on a smiling face.